the Confession

Well, here it goes again.

I confess,

that I'm in love,

in love with an angel,

that came to me,

in my time of need,

to help me up,

to not judge me for who I am,

but,

does she know who I really am ?

I confess,

I've made a lot of mistakes in the past,

that would never be forgiven by anyone,

no one would believe me if I ever tell the truth,

who I really am in the past,

is really something that would shocked her,

do I need to tell her ?

I confess,

that I'll take this secret with me till the day I die,

I hope that time is near,

because its a burden to carry,

too much for me to handle,

or would she just let me confess and accepted me ?

I confess,

I'm guilty for my sins,

I'm as dark as a devil,

but,

I've shown some remorse,

I wanna justify myself,

I don't want to be that guy anymore,

will she forgive me for not telling her earlier ?

I confess,

I'm afraid of losing her,

after she knows everything bout me,

I dont want to lose her,

not even for a while,

I wanna keep her close to me,

near to my heart,

so that she could know that I've repent,

should I tell her ?

syg, would like to hear a story ? About the past and the present. About a boy whose hope is fading, who need to be forgiven.

god, would you blame me ? I seek forgiveness since the time I commited the sins.