the house

It doesn't seems quite right . Things got a little bit messy here . This house seems to lack the laughter and joy that used to linger in it . What happen to this family ? I don't want this family to fell apart . I'm not ready yet to lose any of them . Seriously, now, sorrow and sadness fills the house . The laughter seems to fade away . The look on her face is not as bright as before . His face is the same . The tiredness, the lack of happiness seems to be drawn to his face . God, if this is a test for them, please, I do beg you, stop it. I do feels the sorrow, I do suffer to see them like this . I've been with both of them for 21years now . Please, how many tears will be shed ? How many laughter must fade ? I don't want to pick a side . I'll stand in the middle . Waiting to glue those two together .
Every night I'll accompany him . Every night my heart cry . He don't usually express his feelings, but I can sense that he is suffering . It's all so clear in his eyes . The loneliness, the sadness . The way he talks to the little prince . He cant hide everything from me . God, make him tough . It takes a more that just courage and patient to get through these hard times .

- khalisfaiz

its you ...

its you that i care most . its you that matters most to me . its you that i treasure . its you that i want . its you that i need . its you that i adore . its you that i love . its you that i admire . its you that i miss . its you that i choose !
its all YOU !

the trailer .

some say the world will end in fire , some say in ice ,
from what ive tasted from desire , i hold those who favor fire ,
but if i had to perish twice ,
i think i know enough of hate to say that for destruction ice is also great and would suffice .

A MUST WATCH MOVIE - THE 3rd SAGA of TWILIGHT ; ECLIPSE .

interesting - faith !

enlarge the picture by clicking on it . faith's big confession yaww . HAHA . *forgive me*

my everyyything .

have i introduced to you all my lil lover ? HAHAHA . here she is . she goes by the name SARAH NABILA . nice name aite ? yeah . i know . HAHA . she my cute devilish angelic pushy annoying lovely care-much soulmate . Wahh ! nice description kn ?? HAHA . she just finished her TeSL foundation . Currently unempolyed . so, to those employers who is currently looking for any employee , here's one of the candidates . HAHA . she loves to bake aite syg ? cuppies anyone ? don't you dare to fall for her because she's mine and she will never be anyone else . i wont let her gooooooooo . AHAHA .

i wanna QUIT !

currently finding a motivation to stop smoking . im really really really soo soo serious ! help me please .

poetic again .

I feel sometimes like I've truly lost my way
Sometimes it's hard to make it through the day
When I have the chance to sit and think
I stare ahead and never stop to blink
My heart is loudly crying out for you
My soul is crying out for love so true
I don't know how I've made it this long
I don't know how I've stayed so strong
I guess I am waiting for the day
When all of my pain will go away
It's been so hard without you by my side
You are part of me, a piece of my soul
And until you find me, I will never be whole
I hope one day that you will know
That all I've always wanted is you
You are the one, there's no number two
The only reason I am still alive
Is the hope that you'll be by my side
I want you to know wherever you are
That even if the distance is far
You are always here in my heart and soul
And that I'm leaving this is God's control
One day he'll send you back to me
One day my heart will again be free
My love for you will never end
When you're back, my heart will mend
Just know my love is forever
Even if we are not together
- khalisfaiz

receipt please ...

click on the image if you cant see it clearly !

art anyone ?

tell me , is this cool or cool ? HAHAHA . btw, finally, today i've been able to fill up the UiTM's application form . Believe me, this is my 4th experience filling up that particular form . HAHAHA . so, i DO hope that this time, i'll get accepted . pray with me guys !

thinking of you .

im missing you right noww syg . you couldn't guess how much i miss you . ohh, this suffering, this torturing times . i know that we'll get through this . but, i dont know if im in such a good state when we finally meet . I do love you deariee . so so so much ! ouh, i do pray that you get a job, to kill you boredom and so that you can buy me a good nice present ! HAHA . mwahxmwahx SARAH NABILA . till we meet again, i'll still be counting the days and always thinks bout you !

A-Z of Sarah Nabila .
A - Annoying
B - Beautiful
C - Childish
D - Daring
E - Extreme Shopaholic
F - Friendly
G - Gorgeous
H - Hyper
I - Intimidating
J - Jealous much
K - Killer cute face
L - Loyal
M - Mostly adorable
N - Noisy
O - Over-react
P - Pushy
Q - Quiet stubborn
R - Romantic * in her own way *
S - Sensitive
T - Talkative
U - Unpredictable
V - Vibrant
W - Wedding dreamer
X - XS * extremely small *
Y - Youthful
Z - Zero tolerance when not in the mood

What seems to be a day that will be filled by boredom, turns out to be the opposite . I've decided to make a little suprise for my syg, sweetheart, Sarah Nabila . Got out from my house @ 9 . I took the earliest bus that i could find, which is Jebat Express to Lendu @ 9.30 am . So, got on the bus and just wish that she will stay in the exam room till 11 which at that time, i will reach Lendu ! But my hope is too high . She got out @ 10.15 or something around that time .

But, I still shocked her at Medan Selera Lendu okaayyy . Hahaha . " alaa, begedil ta de eh arinie " was the word i whispered to her . She turn around and pinch, slap, punch me . It hurts tau sygg . Hangout @ medan selera Lendu til Jang, my TESL friend send both of us to Alor Gajah * thx Jang * .

Took 2bus . 1st, Alor Gajah to Melaka Sentral, 2nd, Melaka Sentral to Mahkota Parade . Then, shoot to Dataran Pahlawan to catch Alice in Wonderland . At 1st, plan to see the movie in 3D, but its sooo packed . The seat that is available is in front of the screen .

After the movie, rushed to McD's and bought some food for my syg and her friend . Take notes that I dont eat, okayy . Stormed to Melaka Sentral where i finally made up my mind to go back to KL the same day, which is due to my sygg words that if i go to Kluang, i cant hangout with her for long . It is sad . This is maybe the last time i can see her until July !

P/S : Sygg, even though we've met for just a short brief of time, im glad that i came there just to meet you and spend every minute with you was my pleasure and priceless ! I LOVE YOU ! of course, i'll be counting the days till the day i can finally meet you again . I'll be missing you .

Funny

Kisah 1:

Seorang profesor melangkah penuh bergaya menuju ke bilik kuliahnya.
Dia hendak menguji pelajarnya mengenai kelemahan diri.
Dia bertanya, "Siapa yang merasakan dirinya bodoh, sila berdiri".
Semua pelajar diam. Ada yang senyum. Tidak lama kemudian, seorang
pelajar bangun. Profesor berkata: "Oooh....Jadi awak mengakulah diri
awak ini bodoh?" Pelajar: Bukan....sebenarnya saya tidak sanggup lihat
profesor seorang saja yang berdiri!"

Kisah 2:

Empat bakal ayah menanti dengan penuh gelisah di bilik menunggu di
hospital, sementara isteri masing-masing berjuang untuk melahirkan
anak.
Selang beberapa minit selepas itu, seorang jururawat keluar dan
memberitahu ayah pertama, "Tahniah awak telah menjadi ayah kepada anak
kembar!"
"Mungkin satu kebetulan, saya bekerja di Twin star Enterprise" Kata
ayah pertama.
Kemudian keluar jururawat lain dan memberitahu ayah kedua,"Tahniah,
Encik mendapat anak kembar tiga!".
"Yahoo... mungkin satu kebetulan saya bekerja di 3M Copration," kata
ayah kedua kegirangan.
Sepuluh minit selepas itu keluar jururawat lain dan memberitahu ayah
ketiga, "Syabas, isteri saudara melahirkan anak kembar empat!"
"Alhamdulillah, mungkin juga satu kebetulan, saya bekerja di Four
Season Hotel" katanya syukur.
Pada waktu aitu ayah keempat kelihatan gelisah dan tidak menentu.
Semua ayah yang menunggu bertanya: "Kenapa risau sangat?"
Jawab ayah keempat, "Saya tidak risau, cuma.... saya bekerja di Seven-
eleven" katanya.

Kisah 3:

Seorang pemuda membawa teman wanitanya ke sebuah restoran Itali yang
sangat terkenal Walaupun tidak pernah masuk kesitu atau memesan
hidangan Itali sebelum ini, pemuda itu tetap bermuka selamba. Tambahan
pula dia ingin membuatkan teman wanitanya itu kagum. Apa bila tiba
dimeja, pelayan memberikan buku menu dan pasangan berkenaan melihat
senarai hidangan. beberapa minit kemudian, lelaki itu dengan bangganya
memanggil pelayan untuk membuat pesanan.
"Err..., Berikan saya Giuseppe Spombalucci untuk dua orang!" kata
pemuda itu.
Pelayan itu tercenggang.
Pemuda itu mula berang "Mengapa? awak takut saya tak ada duit untuk
bayar bil nanti ke?" Tanya pemuda itu.
"Minta maaf encik, Giuseppe Spombalucci tu nama pemilik restoran ini!"
Kata pelayan itu.

Kisah 4

Selepas 25 kali mencuba, akhirnya Dol lulus temu duga. Tapi sebelum
meninggalkan bilik temu duga, pengurus kilang pun memberitahu...
Pengurus kilang : Untuk permulaan, kita akan bayar kamu RM5 sejam.
Tapi lepas tiga bulan, kami akan naikkan gaji kamu kepada RM7 sejam.
Setuju?
Dol: Setuju, bos! (lalu menjabat tangan bakal bosnya itu).
Pengurus kilang : Bagus, bagus! Kalau macam tu bila kamu boleh mula
kerja?
Dol: Tiga bulan lagi, bos!

After eating ...

* Don't smoke - Experiment from experts proves that smoking a cigarette after meal is comparable to smoking 10 cigarettes (chances of cancer is higher).

* Don't eat fruits immediately - Immediately eating fruits after meals will cause stomach to be bloated with air. Therefore take fruit 1-2 hr after meal or 1hr before meal.

* Don't drink tea - Because tea leaves contain a high content of acid.This substance will cause the Protein content in the food we consume to be hardened thus difficult to digest.

* Don't loosen your belt - Loosening the belt after a meal will easily cause the intestine to be twisted &blocked.

* Don't bathe - Bathing will cause the increase of blood flow to the hands, legs & body thus the amount of blood around the stomach will therefore decrease. This will weaken the digestive system in our stomach.

* Don't walk about - People always say that after a meal walk a hundred steps and you will live till 99. In actual fact this is not true. Walking will cause the digestive system to be unable to absorb the nutrition from the food we intake.

* Don't sleep immediately - The food we intake will not be able to digest properly. Thus will lead to gastric & infection in our intestine.

not going anywhere .

For 2weeks, all that I've been waiting is for Friday, 19/03/2010 to come . I was so close to the date, then, everything that can cheer me up, brings me down to earth . Its more like smashing me down . I hit reality when I'm always dreaming of fantasy . I'm torn up . Left in despair and great frustration . Maybe luck has abandoned me . All of the plans and surprise plan had been set up, only to be crushed . I can't hide my frustration . This is just so unfair . I never been this disappointed in a long long long time . When I repeated "long" many times, it means soooo long . So, the reality is :

I'm just not going to Malacca . All that I could say, Fuck It !

kiddy stuff !

malacca ? maybe yes , maybe .

morrrninggg ! * at 3:24pm * yawwww, argghhh . bru je na bkak mate . yeay ! da ptg . so, ive gone through half day while im sleeping . got some things to do and some important question to ask to some important people about some important things . such as , " mama, leh ta na g mlake ? " . HAHAHA . then, " abg, na mtk loan duit, na gi mlake laa, da lame ta jmpe sarah " . huh, hope to get some positive response from both of them and maybe after that, this question will follow, " pa, mama dgn abe da bg pgi, tmbhlaa sket duit " . HAHAHA . sounds fun kn ? well, it is not fun at all . its more that a suicidal question considering the change in circumstances .

do support me k . huhuhu . god, make my wish come trueeee ! dAaaa .

retyping .

Holla back ! Haha . I know that it's been a while since i've updated my blog . I'm not to be blame for this because i'm preoccupied with Facebook . Hahaha . Yeah, i confess that i'm addicted to facebook ! And i've been so active in Tumblr also . Heyy, i've got Formspring . So, do check my other blog and interrogate me at formspring yeah . Haha . So , there's nothing new besides that i'm still helping my parents out at the warung and i'm still bored !

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