you shouldn't .

you know what ? you shouldn't say those things .
i know that i'm really really really bad in the relationship thing .
i've hurt you badly in the past .
you just awaken my past phobia .
the way you said it is the same exact word that i've heard before .

" sy hnye ad sekeping hati, tp knape rmai btul na pecahkn hati tuh ? "

i don't ask for anything from you except that ,
i ask you to be patient and accept me just the way i am .
love me for what i am .
you shouldn't say that without knowing the truth .

" ad bende yg sy ta gtau awk, sbb sy pun ad maruah na dijage "

you ask for forgiveness,
which on another day, any other circumstances,
i would gave it to you easily .
but , not this time .
this time, you have to earn it .
there's a thing called respect .

maybe this is the time that you learn it .

plus plus ; the words in red , is my words .