weyh weyh .

hey , weyh weyh . SO , a quick update okay ?
the class had already started and I do got a few things that I want to list down .

1. the class are in a very bad condition .
- come on laaa , the floor is just cement ? no tiles ?
- are we in some sort of school or Uni ?
- there are a lot of cracks on the wall and ceiling .
- the aircond aren't fully functioning ?
* ohh , damn *

2. the students are punctual , the lecturers are absent .
- hey hey , where can you find a place where the student is angry when the lecturers are on leave ?
- so many classes yet just 2 class a week ?
- pls inform us earlier if you weren't coming . you are wasting our precious sleeping time !

3. i can't sleep well in UNISEL ?
- no matter how tired I am , I still can't sleep on time .
- so bored , just lay on the bed , rolling !

so, that's all ! thx for reading . =)

i wish .

you were my pulse .
you are my blood that runs in my veins .
you are my tears that flows from my eyes .
you are the wrinkles that forms when i laugh or smile .
you are my backbone that supports me .

and ,

i wish you will stay that way .
you create the smiles on my face .
you make me shed my tears when you're sad .
you make me bleed when you said goodbye .
you make my heart beats faster when i hear your voice .

but ,

if you were gone and you don't miss me .
that's the sign that i should go .
if eternity is plenty then it's still not sufficient .
when the time comes ,
you'll fly away .

therefor ,

promise me that you'll fly back to my arms .
promise me when you are ready .
you know that i'll always be here .
even if my body is gone .
the memories is still there .
my heart is still yours .
even if it stops beating .

so ,

i'm not a good person but i'm loyal .
i'm a cheater but i can't cheat myself .
i DO love you . i DO need you and i DO crave for you .
all that i'm saying is ,
i may not be perfect but YOU make me perfect and whole .
no other person can do that .
believe me .

- khalisfaiz -

the Pain .

hey hey hoi, im home !
what ?
yes , that the truth.
why ?
the definition of hell is underestimated when the orientation starts .

overall , i've stayed there for 2days and my temper went crazy .
i know it's very tiring mentally and physically .
but,
the stress is so overwhelming .
the kids called facilitator there is somewhat not human .
not criticizing anyone but the way they act and talk ,
they shouldn't be a facilitator in the first place .

so, decided to skip the whole orientation thing .
when i've attended the important tour and speeches .
without any permission, i'm gone from that place .
this is mainly because ...
if i stayed there for any longer ,
my temper will start to explode and things will get messy .

so, here i am and will be here until Sunday .
so, let's enjoy the moment that I had .