there will always be only 1 khalisfaiz .

Holla ! Its been a while yeah ? Haha , Busy with my little pathetic life lately . Slowly turning into a nightcrawler . I slept most in during the day and rise with the moon . Yeah . It had taken its toll on me . Fatigue is consuming my body . Don't know how long can i keep up . Well , there will always be only one khalis faiz yeah ! I consider myself a pathetic little boy because Ive not achieved anything during my 20 years living on a place called Earth . I dont have any successful education , no permanent job . Im not proud of myself yet Im not ashamed because I will always be myself . I dont care what people say bout me behind my back . *yeah , i know there's been a fuss about me* . Yeah , I dont give a damn . That's right !

So, Ive been busy helping my dad at so-called " Warung Kita " , a small wooden-built " warung " by the roadside . Believe me when I say that I love doing this job and the food are free , at least for ME laa . Haha ! Whenever you came to Cheras , give me a ring and do come and try my Thai food . Yeah . Compliments to the Chef Roxa . Haha .

Bout my relationship status , Ive been happy for now . Just had a fight yesterday , but everything is going just fine . I love you Sarah Nabila . I do .

FYI , Avatar is quite interesting . A story about blue people , which is my fav colour ! Sherlock Holmes is very nice indeed . Nice job to the actor/actress and producer . A very entertaining story ! I enjoyed both of the movies so much .

Friends @ Lendu ; do wait , I'll be there as soon as I'm free . I miss you guys so damn much .

MP3 recommendations : Two is better than one -from Boys like Girls and Try Sleeping with a Broken Heart by Alicia Keys .

So long , till the next post ! Ta daa !

the Poetry !

Never in my life I've been in this situation,

So helpless,

I guess there's no one can help me now,

I've fallen so deep,

Very deep,

There's no way that I could get out of this now,

Oh,

Did I'm asking for help ?

There's only a person that could help me now,

Besides God,

I pray everyday to God,

Please, keep me in this condition,

Keep me fit, keep me well,

So that I can become me,

Never anyone else,

Keep my heart pure and loved,

By her grace and touch,

Yeah, I've fallen,

Fallen in love with you, Sarah Nabila,

I dont want to wake up,

I dont want to climb out,

I just wanna stay this way,

Till the end of my time,

Dear God,

My time is limited,

I'm not asking for extension,

I'm asking You to fill my life with happiness,

Fill me with love,

And please,

Make the people around me happy,

So that I'm free to go,

Never take my heart away,

Because its not there for the taking,

Its with Sarah Nabila,

I dont wanna take it back.

Even when my eyes cant see her,

I know my heart is close to her,

Even when I'm far away,

That's not the problem,

Because,

I trusted her with all my life,

Loving her, Missing her,

Is just what make me complete,

That makes me full !

For you Sarah Nabila bt. Saidon, ONLY YOU !

the KL

Holla ! Im back ! I dedicated this update to Sarah Nabila. Thx for being here with me in KL. Finally kn syg ? The date keep changing and changing. Tp tu ta pnting. Yg pnting, she's in KL. Arrived on Saturday and we went out on Sunday. Times Square is the witness for our 1st date in KL. She went out with her cousin, Mai ( if Im not mistaken ). She arrived earlier than me. Playing hide and seek kn syg ? Where ? Elianto ea ? Hehehe ! As soon as I've arrived there, went out for a stick of cigarette. Quite nervous actually. Yela, da 2weeks or more kn syg kte ta jmpe ? Mnela tau, tkut die lari lak tgk ak kn ? Haha ! Naik je tgkat atas tuh trus jmpe ! Yeay ! My shorty B ! Miss her so much. Bru na ckp chak ! Dy da tumbuk ak. Ish2. Punye laa rindu kt aku. Smpai tmbuk2 eh. Bkan stakat tumbuk, sepak, cubit, complete set ! Tp ta kesah. Haha. Trus g bli tket wyg. No time to waste. Our time is limited kn syg ? Jennifer's Body mmg terbaik. Lucah + Thriller = WOW ! Haha. Brape kli my syg terperanjat tgk cte tuh. Trus sumpah ta nk tgk cte2 cmtuh kn ?? Holding your hands for the whole day. Don't want to let you go sygg ! Oh, lpe. Before wyg, ktorg g mkn kt McD. Leh lak bahan sy melatah kn syg ? Ish2. Afta the movie, g mkn lg ! Kt foodcourt lak. Tgk dy hirup asam laksa mmg terbaik ! Make my day eh syg. Tman dy blk wangsa maju. Best sbb dh la sy neh jrg naik tren2 kt kl neh.

On Monday, rest ! Haha ! Ta jmpe. Tp naluri na sgt jmpe. Yela, dy da dtg jauh2. Ta kn ta nk jmpe. Tp last2 ta jmpe. Haha ! Tuesday, best ! Dpt kua lg. Tp kli neh berdua kn syg ? KLCC lak ! But, Im sorry syg. Not enough financial backing la. Ta g memane pun, tgk movie cte The Time Traveller's Wife je. Ta fhm lgsung kn syg ? Haha.

Bwk dy jmpe family sy ! Nervous tp sumenye berjalan lancar ! Alhamdulillah !

Summary :

So far, this is the most perfect gift for me. The biggest sacrifice that a person ever gave to me. Thx syg. During the period you were here, Im happy, blessed, loved by you. I do shed my tears because no one had ever do the things like you do to me ! You are the best. Simply by far the best person that I could wish for. U cant be replaced syg. U had give me something that I treasure and I will keep it safe. You gave me your trust and your HEART ! My family seems to like you. It makes me happy ! Sarah Nabila, I do love you, with my heart and soul. Truly meant the world for me !