please do , don't just speak .

a wise man once said ,
" to be the best , a person must know how to lift themselves even after countless of hard falls "
if that is true ,
i'm not the best , nor that i'm the greatest .

yes , you don't long for perfection ,
i don't either .
i just long for understanding .
i crave for simplicity .
i need stability .

a great man once said ,
" you need to take the risks to be the best there is "
if that is true ,
i might be the best .

countless of times i've taken the risks .
i've put my own blood and tears up front .
i've put my half-healed heart on the line .
i've give every inch of my faith to you .

a company uses a motto which is ,
" just do it "
if you just simply read this and follow ,
will we still be in this mess right now ?

Thomas Edison manages to create a light bulb after hundreds of attempts .
he's a genius , so do you !
but why can't you just simply stop and think first ?

Peter Pan said that he doesn't want to grow up .
he is crazy and delusional .
everyone must grow up and act wisely .
you should too .

you draw up plans .
you build your own dream .
being together til the end .
you started the architecture .
but with no foundations , will it be strong ?
if Gustave Eiffel designed a building without a foundation ,
will the Eiffel Tower stand there since 1889 ?

i don't give second chances easily ,
but you've blown it easily .
so , this is your last lifeline .

A soldier will always say ,
" there is no fight worth losing , so , fight til the very end "
that is what i intend to do .

i hate to be the bearer of the last word ,
but ,
if and only if you leave me with no choice ,
if you are still the same ,
unchanged ,
you'll leave me with the last word ,
on the final day .

bear in mind that i will be serious next time around .

not that anymore

ialwaysdreamofbeing Shakespeare ,
but ,
iendupbeing Picasso .

i am what i am afterall

this post is dedicated in 7 split ways .
to those who might be mistaken ,
to those who does not know the truth ,
to those who loves to spread the rumors ,
to those who mind other people's business ,
to those who might not know me well enough ,
to those who loves to judge me from the outside ,
to those haters and fuckers .

search the truth first . ask me some question . then you can judge me .
to the ANON who asked me :
" khalis , knapela ko suke mainkn hati org ? "
let me answer it here :
" ape kate kaw jge je hati ko & bf/gf kaw , drpd kaw masuk cmpur hal aku ! "

our dreams may differ from time to time . but , i'm healing as time moves on .
so ,
to all of the doubters , haters , fuckers and bitches , i'll say this once :
" just mind your own business . you are not that perfect also . so , do yourself a favor , go FUCK yourself "

thank you .
iamwhatiam

yes you are not stupid , i am !

25/09/09 .
remember the date well please .
its the date we are an item .

25/09/10 .
the date we fought over something small .
something stupid called facebook .
silly mistakes , yet i've given you another chance .

25/10/10 .
a month later , ive make some stupid mistake .
just to test the water .
yet , the other half of me make something ridiculous .

i might be a hot-head .
might be running out of patience .
but i am the one who truly love you .
the one who asked you to be someone good .
yet , in the past few months ,
you managed to test my patience to the very limit .

you threaten me , you humiliate me .
have you ever tell the story to others that you threaten me ?
i guess not !

now peeps , friends and relatives .
here's the truth from my part ,
she did something stupid , i forgive her .
she make a fuss over small things , i forgive her .
she yells at me just because of facebook .
i forgive and gave her another lifeline .

now , just to test her stance ,
i took a picture with someone else ,
she log in my facebook account ,
changed everything else !

now , i might be the person to be blame ,
but ,
remember ,
it takes two to whisper !
now and only now i reveals everything because ,
i might not be the one to blame after all !

sincere ,
muhd khalis faiz bin rosli .

when i say enough is enough .

lets make it short .
just from a stupid misunderstanding .
u humiliate me in the whole wide web .
tell me , whisper to me ,
what's your explanation this time ?
what is your reason this time ?

we can still discuss the matter ,
we can still talk our way out of this mess ,
but instead ,
you choose the easy path ,
and i do thank you for that .

i've been bugged , i've been ashamed .
been criticized , burned to ashes .
you threaten me before ,
and now ,
you humiliate me !

is that what you call tolerance ?
i give you a chance , a last chance ,
i even extend the time period ,
now what ?

you might as well wave goodbye ,
just walk the path which you make ,
begging will not do any good .
i'm frozen , i'm burned to death .

yes !
you threaten me before .
i still love you ,
it's painful enough to see you cry ,
to see you beg for chance .

so long ,
sayonara !

weyh weyh .

hey , weyh weyh . SO , a quick update okay ?
the class had already started and I do got a few things that I want to list down .

1. the class are in a very bad condition .
- come on laaa , the floor is just cement ? no tiles ?
- are we in some sort of school or Uni ?
- there are a lot of cracks on the wall and ceiling .
- the aircond aren't fully functioning ?
* ohh , damn *

2. the students are punctual , the lecturers are absent .
- hey hey , where can you find a place where the student is angry when the lecturers are on leave ?
- so many classes yet just 2 class a week ?
- pls inform us earlier if you weren't coming . you are wasting our precious sleeping time !

3. i can't sleep well in UNISEL ?
- no matter how tired I am , I still can't sleep on time .
- so bored , just lay on the bed , rolling !

so, that's all ! thx for reading . =)

i wish .

you were my pulse .
you are my blood that runs in my veins .
you are my tears that flows from my eyes .
you are the wrinkles that forms when i laugh or smile .
you are my backbone that supports me .

and ,

i wish you will stay that way .
you create the smiles on my face .
you make me shed my tears when you're sad .
you make me bleed when you said goodbye .
you make my heart beats faster when i hear your voice .

but ,

if you were gone and you don't miss me .
that's the sign that i should go .
if eternity is plenty then it's still not sufficient .
when the time comes ,
you'll fly away .

therefor ,

promise me that you'll fly back to my arms .
promise me when you are ready .
you know that i'll always be here .
even if my body is gone .
the memories is still there .
my heart is still yours .
even if it stops beating .

so ,

i'm not a good person but i'm loyal .
i'm a cheater but i can't cheat myself .
i DO love you . i DO need you and i DO crave for you .
all that i'm saying is ,
i may not be perfect but YOU make me perfect and whole .
no other person can do that .
believe me .

- khalisfaiz -

the Pain .

hey hey hoi, im home !
what ?
yes , that the truth.
why ?
the definition of hell is underestimated when the orientation starts .

overall , i've stayed there for 2days and my temper went crazy .
i know it's very tiring mentally and physically .
but,
the stress is so overwhelming .
the kids called facilitator there is somewhat not human .
not criticizing anyone but the way they act and talk ,
they shouldn't be a facilitator in the first place .

so, decided to skip the whole orientation thing .
when i've attended the important tour and speeches .
without any permission, i'm gone from that place .
this is mainly because ...
if i stayed there for any longer ,
my temper will start to explode and things will get messy .

so, here i am and will be here until Sunday .
so, let's enjoy the moment that I had .

so Long , goodbye .

Hey hey hey , i'm off to somewhere .
you know where that somewhere is .
so, this is my last post until i got back from the big adventure .
this is the new chapter of my life .
this is where i'll begin my adventure to write my future .
the future , the ambition that i long for .
the happiness will not be here now .
but , it will soon come ,
someday .

to you, the person that i most adore ,
sarah nabila .
GOD knows how much i LOVE you .
and GOD knows how much i OWES you for this .
but GOD also knows how much i'm nervous and scared .
we'll be pursuing out dreams now ,
the same future that we planned together .
so, stick with me, be my backbone and watch me do this .
there's a few reason why i'm doing this .
the most obvious one is for YOU .

to friends that i entertains me most ,
i'll be gone ,
but no for long .
you guys knows how lazy i am .
so, we'll meet again .
not as often as usual ,
but i'll be back before you guys can spell :
somersault-on-ice-then-fall-into-the-lake-of-Mississippi !
HAHAHAHA .

dAaaa you alls ! will be back to post some more .

you'll never get back .

there are plenty of things that you will never get it back .
of course there's the stone that you throw .
the things / stuffs that you've sold .
plenty more .
but
i'll let you think back and remember the past .
there are things like memories .
you can't get it back when you missed it .
the sincere laughter .
you'll never get it back the same way that you did first time .
talking bout time ,
you can't get back the time .
you live for the moment and the next moment arrives .
the moment before will be the past .
the point is ,
whatever moments that you've had ,
do cherish it .
even if it's sad .
because , that moment will be your history .
the history that you'll never get back .

think about it .
- khalisV-

The squad that I support in the FIFA World Cup 2010 .

So, whatever happens, I'll support the Daeguk Warrior always .

Mainly because of their hardwork, running, rushing up and down the field .

Second, because of Park Ji-Sung, the Captain .

karaoke .

thanks to Ijat , Enol , Khairi , Wan for a splendid sing-till-your-voice-is-gone time ! HAHAHA . well, im broke actually, so, thanks a lot to Ijat for letting me used his free voucher . SO, what rhymes with free ? FUN of course . Sing few songs due to my lateness . Huhuhu ! Always be my baby ( david cook ) , I'm Yours ( jason mraz ) , Kau & Aku ( aizat ) , Jika Kau Pergi ( imran ajmain ) and other songs as well . I'm not a good singer ! That's why I go to GreenBox karaoke . HAHAHA . Officially, my throat is sore and voice is almost gone . SO, time to take my nap and when I wake up , got plenty of things to be settled . Till then , SO long !

plus plus ; am sorry sygg, i'm pretty much beaten up, SO, the mood is not there . * i DO love YOU *
plus plus 2 ; UPDATED my blog with new looks and widgets . * still more to come *
plus plus 3 ; 500days of Summer , The Notebook and Love Actually is great . * love love love *

heavy-iron heart .

im going .
where ?
im off to Unisel .
what ?
yeahh, i'll be gone .
why ?
im continuing my study .
what course ?
Dip. in TESL .

that's a short conversation between me and myself .
so, let me tell you something .
on 20th of June, i'm off to Unisel .
finally, i'm continuing my study .
set my mind to take TESL . which i doubt myself .
why did i doubt myself ?
first, i don't know whether i'm that good in English .
second, i don't know whether i have the same motivation as before .
so, there's no excuses now .
i'm going because i wanna write my future .
because, every story must have a beginning .
and my story , my future will starts here .

to my deariee girlfie ,
i'm not going to war . i'm just off to study .
to fulfill what i need to fulfill .
to be a person not a thing .
it might not be the same but i'm still me .
the one who still needs you .
i'm the one who still seeks you .
so, it's going to be hectic .
but , i'll sort it out quickly .
do remember that , i'm not the type of student who studies all the time .
i'm a laid back person , so you'll have to remind me all the time .
remind me , why i do all this .
and , keep remembering that , i LOVE you .
no matter what and where .

rules and regulations .

the rules and regulations for wives & girlfriends during the FIFA World Cup 2010 .

this is just FUNNY . plain JOKES .
click on the picture to ENLARGE it .
take note okay ?

world cup !

first of all, let me list down the teams that I support .

1 . South Korea
2 . England
3 . Mexico
4 . Algeria

- do note that the my main priority is South Korea -

Hahaha , the world cup fever is ON . so ON .
The first World Cup in Africa soils .
Say no to RACISM , yes to FAIR PLAY !
so, support you teams and have fun watching .

*ohhhhh, africa !*

down , drown .

let me think straight first .
when i quit, you were the one who criticizes me right ?
for the whole 3months, you didn't look me right in the eyes .
you didn't talk to me .
i'm a failure am i ?
did you ever stop and think how i felt ?
i've reach the new low . demoralized .
heart broken .
you think that i'm not disappointed with myself ?
i'm thinking of leaving or maybe suicide .
but i think of the others .

you are the one that i look up to .
we share the same nature .
the same ego .
but i do respect you .
pls, look me and say that you believe in me .
pls, give me your support .
don't show that you're ashamed of me .

yeah, your friend's children is far more successful than i am .
so what ?
i'm your own son , your flesh and blood .
your future .
the one that you brought up with your own sweat and tears .
please , if you don't believe in me .
how am i suppose to believe in myself ?

if you don't want to support me .
it's easy , just see me like this .
don't just all critique , all talks .
i'm your own SON for god sake .
am i that useless to you ?
am i that worthless to you ?
if I do, take a knife and stab me .
kill me .
like you've kill my spirit and dreams !

si buaya ; crocs .

hey hey hey . mari bercerite ttg crocs . wahh ! crocs ? yup yup . crocs yg dikatekan haram itu . hehehe . so, aku just na mmperjelaskn lg hal crocs nie . bkn na mencetuskn spekulasi atau memihak kepade crocs . tp crocs neh best, ringan jek klu pkai . itulah sebetulnye . jom2, kite amek crocs yg ad dan perhati lambangnye btul2 . nie ade example gmbr yg dipetik sepanjang aku meng'google'kan diri td . mencari fakta2 yg bernas dan tepat . cewahh !


aku pun tatau la gmbr kt atas nehh crocs yg ori ke tak . tp try korg google logo crocs . then pix yg akan kua adelah seperti ini .

tgk ye btul2 . smpai juling mate korg .
ade la perbezaan kt yg nie dgn yg atas tuh :

1. mulut crocs yg kt atas tuh terbukak, yg bwk neh tertutup jek .
2. crocs yg atas tuh, bijik mate die, pndang atas

kdg2, manusia imaginasi tinggi. terlebih tinggi smpaikn nmpk bukan2 . jd , sy tinggalkan anda utk berfikir . jd, fikirlah sebaik-baiknya . sekian, terima kasih !

hey boredom .

hey boredom, can we be friends ?
sure ? thx !
peeps, meet my new friend boredom .
boredom is my new best buddy .
we're going to be best friends now .
BFF forever !

lalala, oh, what am i mumbling about .
thx to mr/miss boredom here,
i've known mr/miss crazy .
do add mr/miss crazy in FB yaaa .

OMG ! i'm mumbling again aren't i ?
sheet ! now now , lets get serious .

activity 1 ( noon till evening ) :
online my facebook ( / )
sleep ( / )
facebook again ( / )
txting with sarah nabila ( / )
quarrel a lil bit ( / )
sleep again ( / )
* jyeahh, thts my 1st activity for yesterday *

activity 2 ( night till now ) :
wake up ( / )
hangover a lil bit ( / )
spy for food ( / )
take my shower ( / )
fill in my Unisel forms ( / )
go out and beg for money ( / )
* unisel ? yeahhh riteee ! *

i've just completed my unisel forms .
waiting to pay the fee .
then , off I go to the campus .
wish that by the time i'm there ,
i could say goodbye for good to boredom and crazy !
for the time being , im gonna chat with them .
goodbyee u olllsss !

you shouldn't .

you know what ? you shouldn't say those things .
i know that i'm really really really bad in the relationship thing .
i've hurt you badly in the past .
you just awaken my past phobia .
the way you said it is the same exact word that i've heard before .

" sy hnye ad sekeping hati, tp knape rmai btul na pecahkn hati tuh ? "

i don't ask for anything from you except that ,
i ask you to be patient and accept me just the way i am .
love me for what i am .
you shouldn't say that without knowing the truth .

" ad bende yg sy ta gtau awk, sbb sy pun ad maruah na dijage "

you ask for forgiveness,
which on another day, any other circumstances,
i would gave it to you easily .
but , not this time .
this time, you have to earn it .
there's a thing called respect .

maybe this is the time that you learn it .

plus plus ; the words in red , is my words .

do you know her ?

she's the one who stole my heart .
she's the one who haunt me in my dreams .
she's the one who makes me whole .
she the one who i'm falling so hard for .
the one that i long and need .
the one that i care and guard with my present and future .
the one that i miss so bad .
and , she's the only one that i wanna be with .
she is SARAH NABILA bt SAIDON .